I love Eve

I Feel TeRRibLe!!

2005-05-05T12:48:00.000+08:00

Haiz... sorry for the long long waited updated post... had been sick the whole week this week... Actually got sick on Monday... wanted to go see doc but its a public holiday!! so i have to wait until tuesday then go see.. Its hell for mi these few days... I still have to work when i'm sick... Ke lian ritez??
Still feeling beri terrible even having the medicine for 2 days... Haiz... Been working last few days so nutthing much to update...
But i met Wendy on monday at her home there to have a chit chat session.. She drank 2 cans of beer then a bit high liaoz.. lolz... I cannot drink much so i drank 1 can... But after drinking 1/2 of it i started coughing like hell so i stopped... Haha... Even more lousy... Have been feeling beri terrible that day so my face look like i'm tired... Haiz.. How can i meet Wendy with this kind of face?? AaRrGgHh.... But i juz too happy to be able to meet her... Haha... While she's having her snack, we are being called by 2 policeman for a spot check.. haha.... first time having spot check with her... -_- But we were fine... maybe i'm unlucky...
Then on Tuesday i went to see doctor.. Wah the medicine beri powerful ar... I went home had my dinner and ate the medicine.. and the effect was almost immediate.... i started to feel drowsy and sleepy... So i went for a shower and i went to bed straight away.... And the time was 10.15pm.. broke my earliest record... Lolz...
Yesterday went to meet Wendy after work.. She said she juz had her pay so wan to go shopping so i accompany her lohz... hahaha... I'm most willing to accompany her... She went to PS to look for Abercombie t-shirt but cannot find the pattern she like so she feels a bit disappointed.. So i will try my best to find for her... Then we went to Mr bean to have my dinner and had some drinks before going home... Had a great time chatting with her yesterday... Feel beri happy... She was amazed when i used my tongue to tie 2 knots on a cherry stick.... Haha... Tat was easy anyway.... Lolz... But she was like beri amazed becoz onli her Bro noes how to do it... haha...
After that i fetched her home before heading home myself...
Juz woke up at 12.30pm and i will be going to Charles's shop at Serangoon soon.. So until my next update... Buaiz...

I'm SoRrY!!

2005-04-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

I'm here not to realli blog on wat happen to mi this few days...
I'm here actually to apologize to SomeOne Special...
Sorry for pissing u off juz now... i did not purposely call u during ur work hrs.. I juz thought that u had finished work so i call u... At least i can get to hear ur voice...
I noe i'm stupid... I'm a crazy fool... I'm juz a passer-by in ur life...
But I'm oso the one who foolishly fall so deep in love with u.... I can't control myself... I had insomnia becoz of u... My mind is so full of u.... Your face keeps appearing when i close my eyes...
Maybe it's a one-sided love from mi but i neber regretted i made this choice... This naive boy here will not call u anymore... becoz calling U need a lot of courage... And maybe i'm too stupid to even think that u will sumday be with mi...
I will always be loving u... Missing u...
Tkcare always...

DuNnOE HaPpY Or SaD

2005-04-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had a beri good nite rest.. Woke up at 2pm this morning.. haha... Yesterday chatted with Wendy till 4 plus then sleep... Had a beri good conversation... We had a lot of laughter throughout.. Dunnoe y.. We seems to have endless topic to tok... She agreed to go watch movie with mi todae... haha.. i was beri excited and maybe tat's y i can sleep well last nite...
Todae woke up at 2 plus.. Found out that my hp line is totally cut off liaoz... Sianz 1/2 man... Have to pay the bill ASAP.... If not cannot sms and tok with Wendy...
I changed and went to meet Wendy at City Hall Mrt... She looked beri tired todae when we met... maybe becoz yesterday tok until too late then she too tired as she have to go to skool todae... Then we walked to Suntec together... We shop along the way and she saw a lot of things she likes... I had it all noted down... hehe....
Went to buy the tickets for the show Creeps... Coz jeff said its a nice show so we went to watch it... the show is at 5.45 we bought it at 4.45 so we have 1 hr time to wait.. So she accompany mi go eat my lunch as i havent eaten anything...
After that we went to the Fountain and smoke and chatted a lot... After tat then we went to watch the movie...
Creep is one of the show u wouldn't wan to see becoz its a freaking disgusting show without any story line... Stupid jeff intro mi see this kind of movie... realli regretted watching this movie... haiz...
We behaved like a couple but in fact we are not... Her heart is still with her bf... I can't do anything... She ask mi whether i wan to be with her.... i told her that "its not whether i wan to be with u or not.. if u ask mi, i will say that i want... but the decision lies with u... not mi.... "Becoz she have a bf... and i cannot make the decision.. becoz i dun wanna be the 3rd party... So i told her i will wait...
After that I see her home then i make my way home... juz reached home not long ago... feel beri tired... and may go to sleep now...
So long ppl.... Till then...

AaRrGgHh... ShAg!!!

2005-04-23T20:16:00.000+08:00

Beri beri beri tiring day for mi... Slept at 4 plus yesterday... Can't get to sleep.. Feel so moody.. Dunnoe y... Then todae have to wake up go for work... Todae work is realli tiring... Fucking shit.. have to wash the whole day's plate... You noe how much plate is that? i use much becoz i cannot count... Its about 7 pails of plates... nearly killed mi... after washing i was like lying dead on the chair...
Luckily todae finish early at 7pm finish liaoz.. So able to reach home early todae.. yay... But i dun feel in the least happy todae... had been feeling unhappy these 2 days... Dunnoe y... Juz feel that my heart feels empty, lacking of sumthing... which led mi to insomnia... AarRrgh.. dun wanna tok about it...
Yesterday went for my IPPT.. And I PASSED!!! YES!! After trying the IPPT for 3 times i passed at last... Now i no need to go into army so early.. haha... Have to go to CMPB this coming monday to submit my IPPT report so that they can defer mi to a later date... I heard that the July's batch are full so maybe i will be going in at October... haha...
Then todae my whole body is like aching all over... even moving a bit it hurts... imagine i have to work the whole day todae... Shag.....
Now my mind is empty.. dunnoe wat to write coz i'm not in the best of mood to think of anything.. Juz noeing that i'm missing sumone... sumone who i will never get to forget...
Heres another quote... which reflects my feeling...
Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity
Henry Bromel, Northern Exposure, The Big Kiss, 1991

VeRy SaD

2005-04-22T02:33:00.000+08:00

Its now 2:30am in the morning.. and yet i'm not sleeping... Can't get to sleep... Feel so down suddenly... But i will remember todae...
Yesterday i met Wendy at her home there... prepare to give her a surprise by buying her favourite pasta and drink to prepare for her to reach home after work. I know she have to attend a course at 5:30pm then have to work after that and sure doesn't eat anything yet and she must have been realli hungry. So i specially went down and bought her those things.
We had a heart to heart toking session yesterday nite... Feel so comfortable to be able to find someone who i can confide my problems with...
She went home after that as its quite late.. i reach her home there at 10:15pm then i waited there until 12:00am then she reach... i think the wait is worthwhile as long as i can get to see her...
But when she reach home she told mi not to wait for her anymore... She says her bf called and cried thinking she had an affair and she doesn't wan to hurt him. I totally understand her situation becoz of my past experience, Eve. If those ppl who always read my blog will noe, there's once a gal name Eve who i love a lot before.
I told her(Wendy) i didn't have the intention to realli be with her... Becoz i dun wanna be the third party and i noe the ending will not be good... I told her that i realli like her but i dun wanna break her and her bf up... But i said i will wait for her... Unless one day she and her bf is getting married then i will give up... And i told her that for now i onli wan to be her "Zhi zi", someone who i can talk heart to heart with her and vice versa.
My mind is in a state of confusion rite now... She keeps appearing in my mind and i can't possibly erase it. Yet she told mi that the day i waiting for will never come.... my heart fell from the top of the mountain to the bottom of a deep valley.
For now i can onli wish her the best of luck and happiness.
I shall end my blog with a quote... this quote touches mi a lot and hope it touches everyone in the world...........

The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it... you and you alone make me feel that I am alive....Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough.
~George Moore~

FuCKeD UpPp!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-20T12:01:00.000+08:00

Nobody can ever know wat happened to mi todae... Todae is Wednesday and 2 more days before my IPP ends... And I'M SENT BACK AGAINNNNNNN!!!!!! I realli tot that i am able to clear the ipp as its ending reallll soon...
All becoz of mi lahz... Too lazy liaoz lohz... I should have woke up after calling Wendy... Y i fall asleep again... ArRgGHhh... kana sent back.... I arrive DBS vickers at 8:40am. Juz late for 10 mins!! ARrGgHhH!! Nutthing to say... Becoz i promised never to be later again...
All because of mi.... T_T......
I was heading to Charles office when my CC(Mdm Tay) call mi... And asked mi where am i... i say i at Serangoon she say i lie to her!!! She say she heard "PASIR RIS" at the MRT station... Lame rite... i told her that if she dun believe mi i can let the control station man listen 1 lohz... Duhz....
She wans mi to reach skool at 11am... And i arrive juz in time and i prepare myself for the worst... A big scolding by her... She scold scold scold and i saw a lot of my frens and i beri beri paiseh sia.... And she wants mi to be in skool from 8:30am to 5:30pm!!! AarRrGghH!!! i tot i left the company liaoz can get a good sleep until afternoon tomolo... but i'm wrong... She say i have to fulfil my 12 weeks and have to finish IPP IN SKOOL!!! sianz diao sia... haiz...
But luckily my OIC never fail mi..... She passed mi but release mi early 2 days and cut my pay for 2 days... i was so happy went i heard that... But after my CC call mi, my mood change.... sad...
I thought today can be able to meet Wendy as she finishes skool early todae.. But all are changed by 1 sentence from my CC... I have to type a apologising letter to my OIC and have to do a report on wat i had done during the 12 weeks.... The report muz be 5 PAGES LONG!!! haiz... No choice... in order to pass i have to LL listen to her lohz...
Gonna stop here for now... have to go and do the fucking report liaoz...
Ciaoz....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

3 MorE DaYs To Go!!!~

2005-04-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

Todae is Tuesday.. and 3 more days its the end of my career in DBS vickers.. haha.. how i wish i can leave immediately.... :X I realli cannot take this kind of job, which needs u to sit in the office for hours... And expected, i fell asleep... ALMOST EVERYDAY!!! I need to work those kind of job which need u to move her move there, makes u busy with work so that time passes more quickly and WON'T FALL ASLEEP!! haha...
Juz "woke up" from my nap.. haha... Todae got 2 senior neber work... so more easier to sleep as 1 of the senior's seat cannot be seen by the camera...
Yesterday i slept at 2 plus... forgot exactly wat time... Was chatting with wendy till tat time then go sleep.... Yesterday my internet realli pisses mi off... I juz got back my internet(singnet broadband) today after paying the EXPENSIVE bill!!! And at first everything was fine while i surf the net but after a while it d/c... And the problem is, it dun allow mi to reconnect even after i restarted my com for many time... Tiu... Fucking fed up my singnet now... So expensive then slow then needs to dial up and fucking lousy with a lot of problems.... So people... if u wan internet dun go for singnet... die die oso go for Cable...
I actually applied for cable 1 1/2 yrs ago but after i paid for the modem and everything, starhub call mi back after 2 hrs saying that my block still dun support SCV as the port is still not connected to the server... Then i LPPL have to bring the things back to the starhub shop... after refunding my money i got no choice but to go for singnet broadband.... haiz... And after 2 months of broadband, Starhub call mi to say that my block's connection is done and ask mi if i wan to apply for Cable... Wah then i beri beri regret that i apply for Singnet.... Haiz... wat to do? i'm bound by singnet for 2 years....
Yesterday my CC(mdm Tay) replied my email regarding the reseting of my password for my skool email... and i called the skool's helpdesk and told them that i want to reset my skool's password... and imagine wat they say? "Sorry, i cannot change the password for u... how i noe u r from NYP? U can show mi any prove or not? For security reason i cannot allow u to change the password... Please find some thing to prove that u r a student then i can be able to reset ur password...."
Wat the fuck is this? If i can go down to skool and change i wouldn't have call u blardy bastard, son of a bitch.... I'm in the middle of a fucking attachment and how to go down to skool.... And i need the password beri beri urgently. i have to log in to the skool's email to see the time and date for the last chance for mi to go for the IPPT test... If not i realli have to go in Army at 9th June liaoz... I DUN WAN!! i wan to pass the IPPT and go in 1 month later... let mi enjoy 1 more month then go in lahz... I already taken off on monday liaoz... if i cannot confirm the time then i have to give up the chance liaoz... KNN i forgot to ask that bastard's name... if i noe i will send a blardy long complaint letter to the skool principal... And trust mi.. my complaint letter beri power 1...
Yesterday chatted a lot of things with her... She's wasn't in the best of mood and i dun feel good oso... dunnoe why.. So i try means and ways to cheer her up... And after my perserverence she smiled... I'm happy that i can make her happy.... Becoz "Ni Kuai Le Jiu Shi Wo kuai Le"... I juz hope that everyday from now she can hang her smile on her face... The rest doesn't realli matter... Coz she smile is the most gorgeous smile in the whole world...
Gonna stop here for now.... Typed quite long todae.... Juz to vent my frustration on certain things.. haha... i feel a lot better now... so tkcare ppl... Till my next blog...............................

BeGiNnInG Of My LaSt WeEk In DBS!!!

2005-04-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

Todae is monday... Boring Monday... Have to work and wake up so early... Sianzzz....
Reached workplace a bit late todae.. haha... hope my OIC dunnoe... lolz...
Had a beri beri happy weekend... As usual, went for work at 925 but finished quite early, reaching home at 8 plus... wanted to go out but dunnoe go where.... My 925 colleague asked mi to go Geylang play jackpot but i dun wanna waste my money so didnt realli plan on going...
So i smsed Wendy, a fren whom introduced to mi by my frens. And asked her whether she's going out or not... She said she at home beri boring so i asked her out...
We went to Hougang Plaza to sing KTV... Just the 2 of us... Didn't expected her to come out.. when she agreed, i was like jumping up and down like an idiot... crazy rite... hahaha...
We sat down in the ktv and order a jug of beer and we shared it... we sang for 4 hrs straight... She's a beri good singer.. Had realli good fun with her.... Its the first time i went to a KTV with onli 2 person... Sing until my throat cannot tahan.. haha.. But beri fun... Sang a lot of duet with her.. haha...
Actually i had a crush on her the first time we met... She worked at suntec last time and i oso got work... i had some impression on her but juz tat i dunnoe her... funny rite... But i think i slowly slowly falling in love with her liaoz... [Cannot explain this feeling...
After the singing session i fetched her back and i was like smiling all the way like an idiot again... Dunnoe y.. juz feel a sweet feeling in my heart... On reaching her home i fetched her up before going home on my own... Reach home liaoz chatted with her on the pone until 4 plus in the morning... Only then i cannot tahan have to sleep liaoz... Lolz....
The next day i was late for work!! i ws suppose to work at 9 but i woke up at 9.45... haha.... rushed down to take cab but there's no cab in sight... waited for almost 25 mins before i get a cab... reached workplace at 10:25.. Kana scolded by my boss.. still minus my pay... Sad... But the weird thing is, even though i kana scolded until "Dog Blood Spill all over my head" i can still laugh... haha... Like an idiot again.... For the rest of the day there is not a min that i stop smiling... haha... My colleague say i "hua chi"... haha...
Finish work beri early oso.. finished at 7pm.. i went home straight after that... beri tired... But i still make it a point to tok to Wendy un 2.30am last nite.... Dunnoe y we have endless topics between us... It had been a long time i can chat with a gal for so long....
Gonna stop for now liaoz....... Juz ate lunch so have to catch some time for a short nap... haha.. So long ppl.... be updated till my next blogging... ;)

1 More Week To GOoOOo~

2005-04-14T09:19:00.000+08:00

Todae is Thursday... After tomolo its juz 1 more week before my IPP finishes... So happy yet sad...
Happy is becoz i can have all the rest i wan(at least temporary).
And no need to bother everyday i will be late or not....
No need to be scolded by my OIC...
No more nagging by my LO...
So many "No More"
Y sad? Finish attachment y sad??
Haiz... Actually didn't want to tok about this... Yesterday morning my IPP mate(Vik, oso from nyp) says he received a letter from MINDEF.. And his mother called and found out his enlistment date is on 3rd June.. i was thinking... WAH SOOO FAST!!! I began to panic liaoz... becoz i didn't pass my IPPT so worry that i will go in even faster....
So i called MINDEF from my office.... My worst worry comes true!! I WILL BE REPORTING IN FOR ARMY ON 9th June 2005!!!!! It was like a lightning striking through my heart.. I was thinking... Y so fast?? I tot September or December then go in... counting down i have onli 1 more month before i go in.... OMG.... I totally have no time to enjoy my graduated life...
Have to suffer for the next 2 yrs...
No more Gfs for mi...
No more Clubbing for mi..
No more working for mi...
No more flirting for mi...
No more....
No more...
No more...
No...
No...

2 More WeekS!!!

2005-04-12T09:11:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Dun feel good yesterday.. So got a MC and i didn't came to work yesterday... Luckily my OIC oso MC... haha... Then todae i dun think she's in oso... yay... becoz i forgot to bring my MC... =X...
Everyday had been a hectic day for mi... I went down to serangoon almost everyday... After work at DBS vickers, i always make it a point to go down there for a chat...(at least got transport home) But that doesn't always realli appear to be true... i had been accompanying jeffrey and his boss Charles to a funeral wake... which lasted for 7 days.. and we had been going there for the last 5 days... Todae is the 6th day... still thinking i going or not... coz i having Bike practical todae...
For the last 1 week is hell for mi...(espcially for the last 5 days) had been drinking like nobody's business... I think i crazy 1... People drink becoz of unhappy things... Then i drink for fun onli... then always drink a lot until going to drunk.... Aiyo... even though it's free oso no need to drink so much mahz... kaoz... Then headache everyday... Nearly got late todae... luckily my OIC not in...
Todae is 12/4/2005... To all IPP students... Its the last 2 weeks.... Die die oso must survive the last 2 weeks!!! After tat is a piece of peaceland waiting for us... For mi: DUN BE LATE LIAOZ... AND MC AGAIN!!! NO MORE MC FROM TODAE UNTIL THE END!!!
Yes Sir!!!
And to my FYPJ khaki.... Free make a arrangement to meet up lehz... if not no chance liaoz...(Guys going army... Gals going work/Uni)
Take care ppl... Miss u all guys....

MiChEaL JaCkSoN DeAD!!!!????

2005-04-01T12:23:00.000+08:00

Sibei long neber post liaoz... Dunnoe y.. had been in office, always nutthing to do but always beri lazy to post... beri sleepy these few days... almost everyday got doze off for a while... So Paiseh... Lucky my OIC not here.. if not i kana sack liaoz...
Toking about kana sacked, i nearly got it earlier this week... Phew... This monday came to work and i handed in my MC for friday... expected a scolding becoz i had been getting MC for EVERYWEEK!!! Haha... Wat to do, sumtimes realli cannot wake up mahz... :P then my OIC gave mi a beri long lecture and warned mi that if from Tuesday onwards if i'm late again i will be sent back...
And wat happen, on tuesday i was late!! for 5 mins.... But my OIC wants to send mi back and i was devastated... i was thinking... Bo bian liaoz lohz... repeat 3 more months lohz... Then i received a call that afternoon... NYP's IPP program manager(even bigger than liason officer) gave mi a call and tell mi wat i can do... My LO oso called mi... And preach on mi again... Then the program manager asked mi to give my OIC a email to "beg" her for 1 last chance... I did wat i waas told and I HAD A LAST CHANCE!!! wahaha... After i got the reply email i was elated.. Laffing like an idiot... haha... But i cannot take anymore MCs and cannot be late for any single day, not even for 1 min.. or else i will be sent back... Phew... Since tuesday until today i'm not late at all... haha... die die oso climb out of bed ar... If not waste 3 mths mehz?
Received a news from my office colleagues saying that Michael Jackson is dead!!!! I didn't believe it becoz wat date is it todae? 1st April, April Fools' Day... I don't believe it becoz if it realli happens all the media will be reporting on this... But i didn't see any... So in order to prove wat my colleague realli said is true, i went on the internet and search for the news... AND THERE ARE A LOT OF ARTICLES REGARDING IT!!! i was thinking... Is it realli true?? I dunnoe... till now i still half believe... But the most unbelievable thing is in the article, which was reported on tuesday said that Michael is dead for 18-20 yrs alreadi!! And they said that it was proven the the corpse found in Neverland is indeed Michael Jackson. Becoz dental reports and DNA shows it... So is it a fact or a myth??? go find out for urself... i have a link here.. Go take a look and see it for urself.... Happy April Fools' Day!!!
www.onion.com/news/index.php?issue=4111

LaZy MaN!!~~

2005-03-22T10:43:00.000+08:00

Feel so lazy these few days... Dunnoe why... dun wanna go anywhere... juz wanna stay home and sleep and watch tv...
Last week was a beri bad week for mi... feel so "CHAM"... Wah lau... feel soooo POoOOR.... Eat oso no money... smoke oso no money... Haiz.... But Luckily i pull through.. this week is about the same... POOR!! Brought onli $10 to spend for the rest of the week... CHAM rite? haiz... nutthing to say lahz... all becoz of my itchy hand... stupid mi!!
Last week, friday, i was in the office and the time was 5 plus.. going to go home in a while when sumthing disastrous happen! i receive a call from a remisier and wants to transfer some files out of the folder.. i did BUT!!!! I DELETED the file.... T_T when i found out that i cannot recover the files i was devastated... I always come to work late... i was so worried that i will have to be sent back AGAIN!! i dun wan... wah luckyily yesterday my OIC told mi that she give mi 1 last chance but provided tat i will come in on time and not late.... ANd No MORE MC for mi... wah sianz.. tat means i will realli have 7 days week liaoz.. wah.. realli cannot take it... Imagine yesterday i slept early liaoz todae woke up and came to work and i'm still feel sleepy... Wat a lazy guy rite... but i cannot stop myself for feeling tat... my eye lid feel like it weighs 10 tons, forcing it to drop and closes my eyes...
Dunnoe after work going where.. tot of going to serangoon find jeff... see how lahz.. if i not tired then i go... hehe....
Wah sianz... feel lazy to write longer liaoz... cannot tahan.... so i gonna stop here.. if got time i will make time to blog... so long guys...

BoRiNg~~

2005-03-17T10:43:00.000+08:00

Had been lazy to blog from last week... Had not been feeling good these feel days.. Feels down... Not much mood to do anything... Becoz i'm experiencing the most poor days in my life...
Had anyone tried going out and left with no more money to go home and u need to call ur fren to lend you money home?? I did... Doesn't feel good of coz but i had no choice and luckily i have a beri good bro.. Jeffrey... He helps mi whenever i'm in trouble and is not "gei gau"(stingy) at all....
Thanks Jeff.. Without u i have to walk back home from yio chu kang... T_T
Feeling sleepy now.. how... i can't sleep.. later sure kana scold until like shit... My partner have to go for NAFA test tomolo and leaving mi alone to work... SIANZ AR...
Yesterday went to Changi airport with jeff and steven to send jeff's parents off as they are going to shanghai... So xing fu rite... so full of envy inside mi... lolz...
After that we went home... i went to my grandma house for the night as i dun have internet at home and have to go there if i need to use the computer... I have to red/l the Gunbound game... and we play until 3am int he morning....
Wah... cannot liaoz... my eyes is closing soon so i have to stop my hand now... so tkcare guys...

Its Blogging Time!!

2005-03-10T10:54:00.000+08:00

ArRghh... Sorry because it had been quite some time i updated my blog.. Lolzz...
Had been working everyday...... Normally people is 5 days week... I'm 7-DAYS WEEK!!! ArrGhHH... Sick and tired of working man... Realli wish that i can take a week of holiday and sleep everyday at home... hahaha....
Saw Khairul(my sec skool fren) at raffles few days ago... and i even had lunch with him... He is attached to OCBC and imagine who went to the lunch with him?? Sharon!! From BI...(for clarence: sorry ar... had lunch with her) Hehehe... Told him that there will be a lot of chances we eat lunch together... haha...
Yesterday took an urgent leave ... coz i arrived late at raffles so didn't want to be late so i went home... haha.. wasted $20 Cab fare.... tiu... When reaching sembawang i called my fren jeffrey and he says he's going out so i tot of joining him so i went back to khatib and meet him at his home... He juz woke up and after tons of him preparing, we finally went out... He drove a car yesterday so transport is no problem... He went to fetch his gf first before meeting steven, my best fren... after that we went to The ITE College East... Becoz jeff wanted to register for a ITC coz... The ITE is so different from the others... Its GORGEOUS!!! Can tell u that that place is even bigger than NYP... And the design is beri nice.... It looks like a university more than a ITE...
After that we went to Charles's Shop, at serangoon shopping center as jeff wants to return his car we spent the whole afternoon gambling there... lolz... No lose no win yesterday... Stayed there until 8plus before going to heartland mall there play billiard(number ball) and i lost $5... haiz... dunnoe how to play liaoz... Play like shit...
I got back into contact with my ex gf... Jasmine... it had been a beri beri long time since i saw her... i think about 4 yrs neber see her le bahz... yesterday tok over the pone with her and we gathered a lot of memories... Thinking back, last time i'm such a wimp.. Don't even dare to hold her hand.... *shy* hahaha....
Maybe this old flame that had died out will burn once again... :X Dunnoe lehz... See how bahz... Shun qi zhi run....
OK lahz... done with my updating... till my next post... so long guys....

BaCk To WoRk~~~

2005-03-04T09:56:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Back at work at last after a 2 days MC... At least i can get all the rest i lacked during the past few months and i feel fresh and energetic todae when coming to work... Phew~~ Tot i will be late again for todae... But i arrive at 8:35.. Heng ar... Todae no need to wear formal so wore more casual with a blue checkered shirt and levis jeans... :)
The 2 days MC is soooo shiok... for the first day went movie with my best fren steven... we watched the movie called Hitch... Its a beri nice show and i strongly encourage ppl all around to watch that movie.. its funny and meaningful with many love stories which are created and ignited by Hitch...
Then at night stayed at home to see Soccer the whole night with my work fren ah Kiat then after tat went to Geylang to play jackpot and won $50.. Yeah!!
After that realli realli shack.. both of us sleep inside the taxi.. luckily we still noe our way home...
When reaching home cannot tahan anymore so i fell asleep almost immediately... Wah shiok ar... sleep until 7:30pm at nite!! Long time neber sleep soooo long liaoz... When wake up liaoz.. i lazy to go out to eat dinner... so i called Pizza hut... Used my winnings to buy the pizza haha... So full after eating the whole pizza by myself... After that watched TV the whole nite until 4 plus before going to sleep..
And here i am, coming to work.... As usual... Finished the "2 days vacation" :P

Ps: If want to take MC... rub ur eyes red red then go see doctor!!!

BAD Day!!

2005-02-28T14:05:00.000+08:00

Dunnoe y i'm feeling a bit low today... Arrive work late again... All becoz of the stupid train... staying at each station for fucking too long!!!
another reason maybe tat i lost quite a sum of money this weekend... All becoz of my stupidity... bet wrongly... Mi stupid!!! haizz~~
Feel so boring in the lab rite now.. nutthing much for mi and my partner to do... Wat i do is to wait for people to call and answer the call and staring at the computer... Lolz~~
Yesterday went to arab street with my sec skool frens.. We went to 1 of the cafe there and guess wat we did... we tried shisha over there and there is quite a variety of flavours to choose from and we chose Rose and Peach... At first when i tried, the feeling is weird because when taken a beri deep breathe in, the smoke will get choked at the throat and everyone starts to gets coughing away and laughther starts to gather in the room...
Its a beri fresh experience as i neber tried shisha before but to be true, i would rather stick to smoking cigarettes.. Lolz~~
Lazy to type much todae... so i shall end here :)..

My SeDuCTiON StYlE!~~

2005-02-22T12:39:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic

You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic!
You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale.
You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack
It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

ShacK!!!~~

2005-02-22T12:06:00.000+08:00

I'm in the office rite now... feeling beri beri beri tired rite now... My eyes are half close and i'm yawning like once per 30 secs.... i'm working like for everyday and that is so tiring... have to wake up so early in the morning to work... haiz....
Stupid Clarence say mi missing in his blog.. Hey boy! i'm not missing... i'm here good and alive..
On last Sunday, went for work as usual at 925 coffeeshop... Everything is normal for the day when something disastrous happened.... i was going to take some change when my colleague went to get some soup for the customer and the disaster happened... We BANGED into each other and the soup got all over mi.. I shouted in pain and ran to a chair to sit down bending my body so that the soup on the shirt will not get in touch with my body.. but that didn't stop mi from getting burnt... my elbow and stomach area is burnt by the steaming soup... my elbow is the most serious... On sunday nite, water started to form under the skin and bubble like water balls were formed under the skin... I went to my Mum's closet to find a needle and starting to poke all the blisters allowing the water to flow out of the skin... Sound disgusting rite... The pain last for the whole Sunday afternoon... And yesterday the skin starts to peel off and the water keep forming at the peeled area... and i have to carry a tissue paper around with mi wherever i go.... Todae the wound is starting to dry up and the area had turned from red on Sunday to dark maroon color... which means the cooked skin is starting to peel off already and starts to form new skin... I work at 925 for 5 yrs and this time is the most serious accident... my colleague is also burnt on the chest becoz when knocking into mi he held back and the soup went high backwards and got on the chest and becoz he didnt take off the shirt immediately, the shirt soaked with the soup stayed on the chest and when he take off the shirt the skin is peeled off in huge patches.. Haiz.. wat a disaster...
Hope i will get well soon....
Feeling so tired rite now to think of wat to write... So i shall stop here and continue some other time... So long guys...

In OffiCe NoW~~

2005-02-17T11:04:00.000+08:00

Now there is onli mi and another colleague in the office now... And my job now is to answer all the pone calls that needs our help... HAHA... Our job is sooo "WEI DA!" :P
There's nutthing to do now in the office so i logged onto e-messenger... And there i saw Eve.. The one i loved..... Online... I tried msging her... But she didn't reply... Y?? Izzit she dun wanna contact mi anymore?? Am i such a lousy person? Dunnoe y i suddenly missed her a lot... I think i haven't got over her yet... I think i'm going to be single for quite a while... But i realli hope there is a miracle... So that mi and eve can be together again...
When i'm young i always read those fairy tales... And the story always ended with "And They lived happily ever after" Izzit that all these things onli happen in fairy tales? Y can't in real life this thing neber realli happen... I wanted to live with her happily ever after but it actually turn out otherwise.... I realli hope i am the main character in the fairy tale, so that my story will have a realli happy ending...

After Chinese New Yr!!

2005-02-16T16:23:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i posted... anyone miss mi? I still remember that after i posted that i reported for the first time for IPP i stopped blogging.. But i have to say this... i got sent back by my OIC for IPP.... wat the hell did i did wrong i oso dunnoe... haiz... so fucking suay.. NVM.. My LO(Liason Officer) came to the office tat day and we went back to skool... when at skool i got another lashing by my CC(course Coordinator) scolded mi like dunnoe wat... luckily, She still the lecturer i respect most in NYP.. She went all out to find another company for mi.. Which is DBS Vickers Security.. It is a company tat belong to DBS to speculate shares and stocks.. And my job is beri important which is to be the backstage ppl...
Wat we do is to be IT support... in which they have problems with their computers they will come and find us to solve the problem.... Its a beri challenging job where we can find the joy of helping ppl to solve problems... but there are always some ppl who are beri difficult to serve.. They get agitated when their Com cannot work and when we can't solve the problem they will juz scold us.... Haiz... wat to do?
This yr chinese new yr didn't receive as much hong bao as the previous years.. becoz 3 relative passed away in the past 6 mths... But its ok... This year i won the most money ever in the chinese new yr.. I won $400 plus in my grand mother home alone.. then go my fren house win another $100.. lolz~~ But i gave my mother $100 and gave my grand mother $50 becoz i win money and i decided to give them some of it....
Had been sick the past few days.. coughing and coughing non stop.... Went to see doctor to get some medicine but it doesn't to be helping much.. haiz~~ Now i'm in the office doing nutthing... feel like sleeping the whole day here.. eyes is like weighing 10 tonnes heavier... how i wish my bed is right here and i can lay down and have a good sleep.. LOLZ~~
Yesterday night went to the AMK pub with my fren... always have a hope of seeing her there but everytime it leaves mi disappointed... I went there to find elaine and all i can do is to ask elaine how is she now... Happy or unhappy... I feel so useless.. i can't do anything... I had my valentines' day alone... Felt like crying every single day when i'm alone... so i always find my colleague to go out every time with mi to make mi until beri beri beri tired then i can go home sleep... Y can't i have the love of sumone i love so much.... I'm not flirt anymore... But y am i still get so hurt... I realli can't understand sometimes when other ppl can find their true love when i cannot... I always see couple along the streets i always feel so full of envious.... Realli hope that i will have my TRUE LOVE soon~~~
My hand tired liaoz... type so much... will be updating quite often so keep coming in guys....

FiRsT dAy Of IPP!!!

2005-01-31T14:45:00.000+08:00

Todae is the first day of IPP.... Its the first day i step into the company... The company i attached to is Springer-ems Pte Ltd.. It's located at Aljunied... FFARRR rite.... I have to wake up early in the morning at 6am in order to be puntual... This is sumthing that is realli beri difficult for mi to do...
As expected, i woke up late today and have to take a cab to the company... and the worst nightmare happened... Terrible Jam at CTE and PIE... The 2 expressway which i have to pass by in order to reach my company... As a result, i was late... feel so terrible... Being late for work the first day....
My Officer-In-Charge(OIC) is Miss Idealin Law... An amiable lady which guides mi beri well when i reached here... Wasn't angry at all for my lateness.. Felt so relieved... She then introduces mi to all the staff in the company... Feel a bit nervous at that time... Actually the ppl in the company is kind and helpful.. and willing to help you if u have any doubt...
Started the day with chopping stamps in the invoices (PAID) and have to write the date and the cheque no down on each invoice... There is so many of them that i spent the whole morning writing it... After tat i have to get the Delivery Order from different date from the shelfs with a lot of folders.... i have to look for the particular D/O in the whole pile of D/O for the month...
I feel that i look beri much like a office boy now.. lolz...
But i'm happy coz i do not need to do any programming...
hmmm.. Thats all for now... will update more on the funny and expected things that happen during my IPP...

TerRiBlE DAe FoR Mi!!!

2005-01-25T13:38:00.000+08:00

Feeling sad and down now... Dunnoe how to feeling came... was so sad...
After a long stretch of 1 week and 4 days, my dear finally called mi... the conversation was soft and solemn... She was not feeling well, down with high fever... i showed her my basic concern asking her how is her and taken medicine alreadi or not...
She told mi the thing i think tat will neber happen to both of us... she wanted to be separated for a "while"... To think whether we both are suitable for each other or not... I don't noe how to reply her and have to say OK... She told mi tat she was stressed and didn't wan to be stressed anymore... I dun think i gave her too much stress... She told mi not to call her for a few days and i done so... What i wish for both of us is to trust and "Qian Jiu" each other forever... but i think its impossible... She wanted to separate for a period of time... And that breaks my heart... It is equal to breaking up with mi... I realli love her... All my frens told mi to give her up but i noe i can't...
Feel too sad now to write about this....
Yesterday Planet Mars gave mi and huixiong somemore things to do... Its XML... And i gonna go try to finish the things now as i have onli 1 more days to do...
May god bless mi in regardless of my studies or my love life....

HaIz HoPiNg FoR A BeTtEr DaE

2005-01-24T13:02:00.000+08:00

It has been a few days since i updated my blog... Have been working for the past few days... sianz..
Came late todae for skool todae for the IPP briefing... luckily they havent gave us the posting... When i heard my name, i was so sianz... I was alone called by the lecturer... In the end i found out I'm in a company name springer-ems Pte Ltd.I Had neber heard of the company.. haiz... The worse thing is tat i have to wake up early in the morning in order not to be late... The company is located at ALJUNIED!!! OMG... Tat is soooooo far away from my home.. i stay at sembawang and the transport is going to take mi ages.... HAIZ~~~ Hope i can clear my poly life realli soon.. *Hope*
It has been 1 week and 3 days since i met my dear... Dunnoe why she is so busy tat cant even meet mi for even 1 day... had been feeling so low these few days.. wonder wat she is doing now... Juz hope tat i can see her... Even is its for a real short while...
Miss her sooo much...

StUpiD DaY!!!

2005-01-18T09:36:00.000+08:00

Juz reached the lab... there's no supervisor here... All on course during this week... I not in a beri good mood todae and Clarence noticed and asked mi wat happen... So happy that even a fren is so concerned about mi... thanks...
Yesterday is the worst day of my life... went home after skool as usual and dear say she will be meeting mi later so i am beri happy and say i will wait for her... Its 9pm. She say she is going to amk to pass elaine sumthing and will meet her sister for a while before coming to meet mi.... She said she supposed to give mi a surprise by saying that she is not meeting mi but upon reaching my home call mi and give mi a surprise... I tot it is for real and so i waited.. Its 12am... During the past few hours i was like a Idiot watching tv from channel to channel... even the show is fucked up i oso watch... Called my dear and no answer... Msged her WRU oso no reply... Then my gastric start to pain... It gets so bloody painful that i can't even get up... I dunnoe wat to do and i msged her again... "My gastric beri beri beri beri beri beri beri pain... Help.."
She replied... At last... anyone noe wat she reply? Dun think anyone can guess the answer... "Go see doc now loh... i now at east coast how to come find u??" GO SEE DOCTOR EARLY IN THE MORNING AT 1am?? She didn't even show the basic concern for mi as a gf... for example will call and ask how your stomach liaoz? still painful? I dunnoe wat to say... and i replied " Then dun need to come liaoz lohz... gdnite... dun worry about mi..." The most stupidest person in the world oso noe i'm boiling with madness now... But that is the last msg i received... She didn't reply mi after that... Its 3am in the morning... I msged her telling i going to sleep at 2.30am.. but i didn't went to sleep.. can't sleep with the gastric still cramping with pain even after eating medicine... Even though i noe that she's not coming, i still think tat she will come... Stupid rite? And at 3am i went to my room and sleep...
I woke up this morning and saw a miss call by her... Noe wat time the miss call came? 5am in the morning... I dun understand y... Am i a lousy bf? Y muz she treat mi like tat... Feel so sad now... Wat should i do? I love her so much.. Dun wanna lose her....

At LoNg LaSt!!!!

2005-01-14T15:26:00.000+08:00

Wat a relieving day for mi... feel so relaxed after a previous batch student came to help mi with my project and i am so happy that it worked.. Now i'm sitting in my lab doing nutthing as i had finished wat i supposed to do... hope Planet Mars dun give mi anymore things...
Too busy last few days to blog so sorry for waiting guys... 2 days ago I went to amk pub with my dear to look for her fren... She is supposed to meet mi 10.30pm at sembawang mrt but anyone have any idea wat time she arrived? 11.30pm!!! I am waiting like an idiot for an hour at sembawang mrt watching Mrt passing by one by one... I'm not angry with her but i'm not beri patient lahz.. then a bit frustrated.. but in the end after meeting her, everything is like resolved and i'm happy again...
Dunnoe y... i feel that i am a bit easily get jealous as on the train she tok to her fren is like so intimate and i got a bit angry... hmmm maybe its becoz my dear is too frenly liaoz bahz... i dun blame her but realli hope i wont get jealous so easily anymore... We reached amk and went to the pub... when reaching we had nutthing to do so we went to play game and pool... while playing pool she saw a primary skool fren and she was like so happy to see him and gets a bit too close lahz... i dunnoe how to say lahz.. Juz tat dun feel good... haizzz.. Typical scorpio rite... dunnoe y i like tat... I have been trying to control my lvl of jealousy alreadi... But i still dun feel good...
After everything tat nite i still control my feelings and didn't quarrell with her or anything... She seems to notice tat i'm not happy and asked mi wat i not happy about and i kept saying nutthing nutthing... i juz didn't wan to quarrell...
Then we went to my home together with her best fren and best fren's bf. We made up sumhow and i noe if i want this relationship to last i have to compromise a bit about wat happen between us... Even though sumtimes i compromise a bit too much... but i still think its worth it... I know it.. I still have to say this... i love my dear and i dun wan to lose her.... Forever....

BoRiNG~~

2005-01-11T10:08:00.000+08:00

I'm in the lab rite now... Dunnoe y the atmosphere now is different from the atmosphere last time when we juz started the FYPJ... Everyone is like so serious about their work and even without supervisor in the lab, everyone is like quiet, doing their own things...
I'm so stressed... Dunnoe wat to do... My thing is like so easy yet so difficult... I juz can''t figure out wat happened to the program and y it doesn't work... Feel so useless.. i think i have to fail the project alreadi... coz i dun think i can be able to do my part in 2 weeks... Even if give mi 10 more weeks i oso cannot do.... Haizz.... Wat to do? Be prepared for the worst liaoz lohz....
Yesterday morning my mum called mi to wake mi up and told mi tat she is not coming home so early todae but she told mi a shocking news that one of my relative had passed away... i feel sad suddenly becoz the last time i saw that relative she is like 100% healthy without any problem... y did she pass away so suddenly? She treats mi beri well and i realli feel sad.... Is life so fragile? Is it anything oso can break the fragile glass of the life of the person? When is my turn? Will i regret for not living my life happily?
Feel so boring rite now in the lab... Haiz.. some visitors is here alreadi.. have to act hardworking liaoz... So long ppl...

So FuCkInG SuAY ToDaE!!~~~

2005-01-07T13:20:00.000+08:00

Just now my supervisor ask mi wat time i reached skool and they knew that i'm late for the day but the time i signed in is 9am but i arrived 9.30am... They asked mi where i signed in and i told them i signed in from skool but they checked the IP address it shows that its signed in from my skool machine... then i no choice have to tell them i asked my fren to sign in for mi... it was crystal who signed in for mi but i didn't told them that its crystal who helped mi... i told them that its my fren from other course which is not from FYPJ to help mi sign in.. they ask mi to call mi fren but i told them i don't have his contact no and i didnt noe him well.. juz an acquaintance which i asked to help thru msn...
Then they told mi its an offense and told mi to sign the offense letter for the FYPJ CC and they even asked my Personal mentor and the FYPJ CC to come down for the meeting!!! And everything is like so serious and i have to type an explanation letter for the FYPJ CC and have to state in the letter y i'm always late for skool and explain wat actually happened todae... feel so pissed todae... But luckily my Personal Mentor is on my side and helped mi say a lot of good words to the FYPJ CC and my supervisors...
My Personal Mentor even helped mi with my project and thanks to her i think i noe how to do my project already... Thanks Miss Oh...
Feel so pissed with my skool's lecturers. Most lecturers that teach mi have a beri bad impression of mi... y?? wat did i do wrong... haiz... feel so usless... luckily i have no intention of working in a firm that relates to my studies. I hope i can save enough money and set up a company of my own... haha.. seems like daydreaming rite... Dun wanna say anything anymore... have to think of my project now... so long now.....

In SkOoOL.....

2005-01-07T10:04:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... Late for skool again... but this time not so late... lolz... I'm In the lab rite now.... while walking to skool juz now... my Thigh is so freaking pain that i can hardly walk... normally if i walk fast i could reach the lab in 5 mins... but todae it is like taking ages to reach skool... Haiz...
When reaching the lab, Planet Mars gave mi the heck care face.... Like telling mi that he doesnt care about mi anymore... And i juz can't do anything about it... Who ask mi to be late? Haiz...
I'm having a terrible gastric pain rite now... And the pain is like so unbearable... OMG... Luckily i bought a piece of bread to skool and juz ate it and it feels a lot better now.... To all peeps out there... DUN EVER SKIP MEALS!!! Becoz gastric is the most common disease that u swear u wouldn't want to get it... Once got u, Its like u cannot run away from it and have to bear with it every single day, torturing u... Till the day when it is totally cured or till the day u won't feel the pain anymore...(Choi choi!! Dai Kat Lai si!)
Yesterday went for the NAPFA test... Its so shit!!! didn't get the results that i wanted... i think i have to retest inorder not to get in army 2 months earlier!! The most disappointing is my 2.4km run... i normally can run less than 11 mins... And yesterday, i had terrible stomach cramps after my 2nd lap... And i finished the course at 13mins.. so disappointed by myself... I think its becoz of the situps that we did juz before the run.... The pain is so unbearable that i wanted to give up running straight away in the middle of the course... The next batch of ppl going for the test is on Feb and i swear i will get better results than this...
Went for dinner with some of my pri skool frens after my run... my fren was appointed by the NAVY to go to Thailand(phuket island) to look for bodies that is still lying on the surface of the sea... I was thinking y he so suay... Becoz he left 1 month before ORD... Although he told mi he volunteer it but if its mi, i will think twice or even trice on even going to think of going there...
After which i went home and my frens followed mi...
Oh Shit... Teachers gonna tok to mi alreadi.. update on wat happen todae later....

ToDaE GoNnA bE ReAl TiRiNg FoR Mi!!~~~~

2005-01-06T11:21:00.000+08:00

Todae reached skool late again... and Planet Mars juz gave mi that disgusted looks... Haiz... Who can i blame?? Myself....
Yesterday after FYPJ i went to meet my dear at Yio Chu Kang before going to town to meet my best fren, Serene... At last i handed the Pair of bears(wearing wedding costumes) to her...
When reaching town we met Serene at CK Tang before going for dinner.... We chatted for quite a while after dinner before we parted as Serene going to shop with her frens and i am going to accompany my dear... Actually my dear wanted to go to Amk to meet her frens(elaine and bf) at the pub which we often go... i wanted to go oso but dear wanted mi to go home rest as my leg is aching after jumping dozens times of standing board jump... But i realli want to accompany her... Then she say she not going oso liaoz lohz.... and started to get angry with mi everything... Its not that i dun want her to go... I juz want to accompany her to go there... But she juz doesn't all0w mi to do that... When reaching sembawang she told mi to alight and gave mi a goodbye kiss but this kiss doesn't seem to have any feelings inside, she is beri unhappy... which in turn make mi realli unhappy oso... This is the first time she's angry with mi... Haiz~~ Y can't i make a gal happy everyday?
Then i compromised... i went home to rest and i let her go to Amk to meet her frens... I knew she wanted to go so much becoz when i let her go, she started laughing again.... Then i was thinking as long as she's happy, i dun mind anything... And i'm happy too...
Didnt slept early yesterday... Keep thinking of her... She's still at Amk when its 2plus in the morning... and i can't sleep until 3 plus before she told mi shes going home already... Worry about her the whole night and missing her so much.....
Todae my leg is even more painful than yesterday... Sad~~ later in the evening there is going to be a NAPFA Test for my klass... Jia Lat liaoz... my leg so pain how to Run, shuttle, and jump? haiz.... think i'm gonna fail this test already.... I dun wan to go in 3 months early than others.... wat can i do?? AarRrRgGgHHhHhHhH!!!!!!

WaH DiE LiAoZzZ LaHz!!!

2005-01-05T09:18:00.000+08:00

Todae i'm the first person to reach the lab.... Its the first time since day 1 of FYPJ... :x But i'm not at all have the mood for being the first person to reach... i'm going to have a presentation in 45mins time... sianz ar... have a feeling tat i will fail this presentation...
I juz did finished my powerpoint slides so i juz grab a little bit of my time to update my blog... lolz... clarence havent reach skool yet... think its becoz of the heavy jam at CTE... Shit him... tell mi to come early and he himself late... humph... haha...
Later after FYPJ i am going to meet my dear after which i'm going to meet my best fren Serene Khoo in orchard... then we will be going shopping together... hehe...
Will be updating on wat happen todae... so wait patiently peeps...
Wat The fuck!!! Kana scolded by Planet Mars(Mar Kheng Kok, our supervisor) like Fag.... Cant stand the way he's toking... nearly fucked him back... Say mi until i'm like a pile of SHIT!!! ArRrGhH!! Y am i in a project with such gay supervisors??(at first Teo then now Mars) Haiz...
Blame it on my poor interpersonal skills... Cannot get into the good books of the supervisors, lecturers in NYP.... Juz hope i can clear this FYPJ... Nutthing else realli matters...
Called my dear juz now... juz wanted sumone to tok to... But she's still sleeping so i told her to continue her sleep.... So i came in to blog... feel so furious and on fire now!! Can't stand Mar anymore!! Sumbody help MI!!!!!!

Happy New YeaR!!!

2005-01-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to all my frens... didn't posted for the last 2 days becoz i'm working... juz came back from work... TIRED!! Didn't realli went anywhere on new yr eve...
I onli went for my brother's birthday... His birthday lies on 31/12.... haha... smallest in his age group.. lol~~ :X.. Met my dear before going to my bro's birthday party at my grandma house... Tot tat she's going with mi... but after buying my bro's birthday present she told mi that she's not going... My heart fell to the bottom of a beri beri deep valley in an instant... becoz she promised mi that she will go... But she told mi tat she's pai sei... so not going... my face was written with 2 words "Disappointed" and "sad" when i went to the bus stop waiting for my bus to come..(when the bus comes she's going to leave mi alone to my bro's party). She told mi that she will wait for mi at amk so that after my bro's birthday party i can meet her...
After boarding my bus i am realli realli sad... On the way i felt like crying all of a sudden... dunnoe why... When reaching my grandma's house i totally have no mood for the party... so juz gave my present to my brother...
THEN!!! My phone rang.. it shows "dear's hp" i picked up the pone and started toking to her...( at this time i juz entered my grandma's house...) while toking i went in to the house and everyone including my cousins, relatives everybody is asking mi "your girlfriend lehz?? Y neber come with you??" i juz solemnly answered them that dear is paisei so not coming...(dear is still on the line...) Then dear suddenly told mi she's coming a while later.. i ask y.. she juz told mi she wants to come. And my heart is once again lightened up by her words... all my anger, sadness everything vanishes in a second... She told mi that she will be coming rite after she bought a present for my bro.. i said ok and waited for her at my grandma's house...
She came... i'm realli realli beri happy to see her... but when she enter the house she's still beri paisei as she have that shy face..(she looks cute at tat time... :X) later tat nite we went back to my home as we wanted to spend the new year eve together but dun wan to go to crowded places like orchard... so we decided to spent the nite ourselves, onli mi and her.... i feel so sweet and loved tat nite...
On new year day, I didn't go out becoz i'm working.. haiz... Beri tiring day for mi.... haiz... same thing todae... tats how i spent my new year... zzzz

NeW Yr EvE~~

2004-12-31T09:24:00.000+08:00

Clarence complains of my font being too small to be read so i made my font bigger... unless he cock eye, or else should be able to read.. hahaha...
Its early in the morning of new yr eve... feel so " qi dai" becoz its a new yr, a new beginning... everything starts all over again.... and of course looking forward to the coming Chinese New Yr.. I hope to get a lot of ang baos.... hehe...
Todae is my brother's birthday... His birthday beri easy to remember rite? At the last day of the yr... haha.. he is always the youngest among his peers... lolz... Still figuring wat to buy for him... completely no idea wat to buy for him even though he didn't bought mi present during my birthday...:X
When came to skool juz now i saw a note by my ex supervisor "See Me When You Are Back" i was thinking" OMG, wat should i do?" becoz i didn't came to skool yesterday.. hehe... didn't mean to not coming yesterday but by the time i woke up its already late afternoon... for more details read my previous posting...
Feeling tired and hungry now... haiz... Miss my dear so much... she muz be still sleeping now...
Tats all for now... will be updating on wat happened todae in my next posting.. till then...
AaRrGhHh.... feel so stupid suddenly... i came back to edit this post becoz i found out sumthing that even myself think tat i'm stupid... The note that my ex supervisor is a FAKE!!! OMG... how can i be so stupid to believe it... haiz.... CRYSTAL.... REMEMBER... I WILL BE BACK!!!

FeeL So XiNg Fu~~~

2004-12-30T14:21:00.001+08:00

Yesterday i went to skool late again.. haiz... summore demerit points again... haizzz.... did nutthing in skool todae.. the time is like ticking so slow while i'm in the lab...
at last the time for FYPJ to end had arrived~~ i was suppose to meet my dear at sembawang at 6.30pm so clarence drove mi to yio chu kang mrt and i took mrt to meet her.. i tot i will be late... BUT!!!! sumone is even more late than mi... when i reached sembawang mrt she gave mi a call.. i tot it was odd becoz her background is like beri quiet.... theni ask her a qn... " U still at home ar.." then she like laffing away... then mi oso no choice lohz.. have to wait for her... who ask mi to love her so much... Then i decided to go buy a news paper to read...
I felt sad while reading the newspaper becoz of the tsunami tragedy... the latest death toll is going to hit 100000!!!!! Is this how mother earth wants to regulates the population? Lets all mourn for those who perished in the tragedy... Especially those singaporeans that died....
At last my dear came... we went to the NTUC to buy food coz SHE's COOKING FOR MI!! so we went to the NTUC and bought some vegetables and meat and some mushrooms...
after reaching my home, we proceeded with the cooking.. The food is so nice... she have so much qualities to be a perfect wife... feel so xing fu yesterday.... having such a good wife to be... hahaha..... Was so full yesterday... We played the computer for a while then we chatted for the rest of the nite... dunnoe y.. have so much to tok to her.. haha...
then she spent the nite at my home.. she look so cute while sleeping lol...
juz came back from lunch with her before she went home to feed her doggys... haiz~~ started to miss her liaoz... how?? haha...

FeeL So XiNg Fu~~~

2004-12-30T14:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went to skool late again.. haiz... summore demerit points again... haizzz.... did nutthing in skool todae.. the time is like ticking so slow while i'm in the lab...
at last the time for FYPJ to end had arrived~~ i was suppose to meet my dear at sembawang at 6.30pm so clarence drove mi to yio chu kang mrt and i took mrt to meet her.. i tot i will be late... BUT!!!! sumone is even more late than mi... when i reached sembawang mrt she gave mi a call.. i tot it was odd becoz her background is like beri quiet.... theni ask her a qn... " U still at home ar.." then she like laffing away... then mi oso no choice lohz.. have to wait for her... who ask mi to love her so much... Then i decided to go buy a news paper to read...
I felt sad while reading the newspaper becoz of the tsunami tragedy... the latest death toll is going to hit 100000!!!!! Is this how mother earth wants to regulates the population? Lets all mourn for those who perished in the tragedy... Especially those singaporeans that died....
At last my dear came... we went to the NTUC to buy food coz SHE's COOKING FOR MI!! so we went to the NTUC and bought some vegetables and meat and some mushrooms...
after reaching my home, we proceeded with the cooking.. The food is so nice... she have so much qualities to be a perfect wife... feel so xing fu yesterday.... having such a good wife to be... hahaha..... Was so full yesterday... We played the computer for a while then we chatted for the rest of the nite... dunnoe y.. have so much to tok to her.. haha...
then she spent the nite at my home.. she look so cute while sleeping lol...
juz came back from luch with her before she went home to feed her doggys... haiz~~ started to miss her liaoz... how?? haha...

HaPpY DaE~~

2004-12-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

its 1am in the morning now... juz reach home.... Todae went to skool as usual, being stressed by the project, i asked the previous batch guy to help mi... but in the end the project still cant work.. have to consult the supervisor tomolo.. haiz~~ i'm beri tired todae while in the lab.. and the weather is so cool that i cant help sleeping for a while... lolz~~
After my FYPJ i went to meet my dear to go out together... She gave mi a little present which i tot that it is beri thoughtful and nice... its a small bottle with an glass cylinda filled with gel in the middle and had my name in the cylinda made of macroni and the bottle is filled with water and silver glitters... its sooooo sweet! i gave her a kiss on her cheek to thank her...
We went bishan to shop and we took our first picture.. i thought that its nice! haha... we look so loving together :X... after buying tickets for a movie("kung fu hustle"), we went for dinner at the Ajisen Ramen... And the noodles there is great... beri beri hot.... juz rite for mi... lol....
Then we went past a accessory shop in junction 8 and we saw a pair of couple ring and we love it so we bought it for each other... i offered to pay buy my dear say who got ppl buy ring for ownself and i tot.."Ya hoh~" haha so she gave mi part of the money.. she's so sweet... we wore the ring immediately and we admire it for a long time haha...
The movie was beri funny but the story is stupid without any meaning haha... so actually i dun recommend this movie but those who wan to watch can wait for the vcd to come out! hAha...
Went home after the movie and we both were beri reluctant to part after i reached my station.. After i alight she called to tok and she told mi she miss mi alreadi... this actually lighten up my day and keep mi happy... i love her...
gonna go sleep soon... gdnite ppl...

TiRiNg DaY~~~

2004-12-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

Todae is a beri tiring day for mi... i want to say sorry to crystal.. lolz~~ I neber go skool todae.. hehe and thanks for signing in for mi.... :)
My dear came to my home yesterday together with her best fren elaine and her bf("zhu"). we went to the pub in AMK tat Elaine work and waited for her to finish work before cuming my home... by the time its alreadi 3am in the morning... Didnt realli sleep yesterday becoz i chatted with my dear till morning 7am before sleeping... tats y i woke up late and can't go to skool... Wanted to take MC for the day but thanks to crystal i dun need to... :)
when i woke up its alreadi past 1pm... i did a lot of household chores... luckily with the help of my dear i can clear my room nicely... hehe... Actually wanted to go skool after i finish cleaning my home but its alreadi 5pm when i finished... haha...
In the evening i went to my grandma house becoz i have to go to my relative's wedding at Pan Pacific hotel... The place is beri posh and high class... i had worked as a waiter before serving people and todae i get to be served.. haha feel so happy... I drank a couple glass of wine todae and it was nice... One of the program of the dinner is to fool the wedding couple... each of the newly weds have to hold a ratan stick tying a ribbon to it and a bunch of grapes tied at the end of the ribbon.. and the task is to feed each other the grapes without using hands to hold the grapes... they can only use the ratan stick acting like a fishing rod to feed each other... Its was realli funny when they were feeding each other.. lol~~ But the meaning was actually beri sweet when they feed each other, cooperating with each other, tolerate with each other when they can't get the grapes. i think tat it is actually a beri meaningful way of fooling the newly weds haha...
juz reached home after the dinner.. feel so tired and shack...
Miss my dear beri beri much...

Merry Christmas again~~~

2004-12-26T01:37:00.000+08:00

Its Christmas!! I wishes all my fren a beri beri Merry Christmas. Anyway its past christmas alreadi lolz.. its 1.40am now...
neber go out todae.. juz went to work and came home straight away.. a beri tiring day todae... keep wanting to fall asleep while working... lolz~~
I opened the present which my dear gave mi and its a pink t-shirt. i like it beri much. I still remember when i first met my gf i was wearing pink too! haha...
Didn't get to meet my dear todae... She went to her pri skool christmas party... didn't join her coz i'm working... Haiz~~~ I miss her SoOoOo much... How i wish i can see her now.. haha...Nutthing much to write so tats all for todae folks...

Merry Christmas!!

2004-12-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas to all my frens! Todae is my second time posting in my blog...
Yesterday was christmas eve and i had a unforgetable christmas eve... lol~~ i brought my present for FYPJ exchange present session. It was christmas eve so skool ends at 1.00pm i went to skool as usual in the morning and we all gave our present to the organiser of the exchange present session and waits for all presents to be in before exchanging the presents.
While theres nutthing for mi to do i continue slacking in my lab and suddenly something realli funny happens.. A lot of SIT lecturers went lab to lab to wish us merry christmas.. when reaching my lab i am still wondering wat was happening and all of a sudden they started singing "We wish u a merry christmas"(i think this is the title :X) and one of the lecturers is my course coordinator Mdm Tay Piak Tiam she was singing too and the whole thing is so hilarious that even though i think its stupid i sang along! lol~!
Its time for the exchange present session.. everyone gather in one of the lab to exchange the presents and ladies first was the order and when its my turn to pick a present i actually picked a paper with no number! there were 16 presents and 1 of the present's number was forgotten to write down in the lucky draw box and i got that "Wild Card" becoz that is a mysterious number and i had to wait for the last before i can get my present. In the end everyone got their respective presents except mi and clarence... he got the last vote and everyone is like beri anxious to noe who gets which present and in the end i got the present which Crystal(my rosettanet pal) bought for the exchange present session. it was a beri cute bear with the stomach is a light tat will light up when i press its stomach... i like it beri much and hence wan to thank crystal for the present.
Skool ended and i went to my grandma home but NOBODY IS AT HOME!!! i was thinking OMG!! then i call my mum and i came to noe that they are at the chalet.. my mum ask mi to take a cab down but i had no money so she said that take the cab down and she pays so i went... when reached i am so tired that i went to the room to sleep becoz i didnt sleep at all the other night. i woke up in the evening and after eating dinner i met steven(my best buddy) to go for our secondary skool gathering cum X'mas party. there was a exchange present ceremony too and we all waited till it was past 12am before we pick our presents. i got a beri big photo album which i think tat its beri cute and nice.(so that i can put mi and my gf's pic inside hehe)
my dear is at Devil's bar tat nite, i actually wanted to go with her but i had to go for the sec skool gathering so she went herself...miss her so much.... i went home early becoz i had to work on christmas so i cannot meet her after her clubbing...
Miss her so much......

Christmas EvE~~~

2004-12-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

This is the first time i'm posting in my blog. Created this blog yesterday with help of my Rosettanet pals Crystal and yuyun choosing the skin of my blog. Didn't have time to start my blog yesterday so begin my blog on Christmas Eve!
Yesterday i went to bishan with clarence and frens to shope for christmas present for todae's exchange present session. i bought a cute cow mug and clarence bought a fluffy ball to be our present for todae....
Yesterday right after my FYPJ(Final year project) i went to meet my gf EvE at dhoby ghaut. She was with her best fren Elaine and her bf then we went to shop around a bit. After which we decided to go for a KTV session at cineleisure but there can onli let us sing for 2 hrs!! We decided to switch to another KBox at AMK and we spent the nite singing happily.
1am in the moring after the KTV closed we were deciding whether to go home or go other place. then we decided to all go to my home to stay for the nite.
I found out that i am getting more and more in love with my gf....
Wat should I do.... I miss her.....

I love Eve

~~I Feel TeRRibLe!!~~

~~I'm SoRrY!!~~

~~DuNnOE HaPpY Or SaD~~

~~AaRrGgHh... ShAg!!!~~

~~VeRy SaD~~

~~FuCKeD UpPp!!!!!!!!!!~~

~~3 MorE DaYs To Go!!!~~~

BeGiNnInG Of My LaSt WeEk In DBS!!!

~~1 More Week To GOoOOo~~~

~~2 More WeekS!!!~~

MiChEaL JaCkSoN DeAD!!!!????

LaZy MaN!!~~

BoRiNg~~

Its Blogging Time!!

BaCk To WoRk~~~

BAD Day!!

My SeDuCTiON StYlE!~~

ShacK!!!~~

In OffiCe NoW~~

After Chinese New Yr!!

FiRsT dAy Of IPP!!!

TerRiBlE DAe FoR Mi!!!

HaIz~~ HoPiNg FoR A BeTtEr DaE~~

StUpiD DaY!!!

At LoNg LaSt!!!!

BoRiNG~~

So FuCkInG SuAY ToDaE!!~~~

In SkOoOL.....

ToDaE GoNnA bE ReAl TiRiNg FoR Mi!!~~~~

WaH DiE LiAoZzZ LaHz!!!

Happy New YeaR!!!

NeW Yr EvE~~

FeeL So XiNg Fu~~~

FeeL So XiNg Fu~~~

HaPpY DaE~~

TiRiNg DaY~~~

Merry Christmas again~~~

Merry Christmas!!

Christmas EvE~~~

I Feel TeRRibLe!!

I'm SoRrY!!

DuNnOE HaPpY Or SaD

AaRrGgHh... ShAg!!!

VeRy SaD

FuCKeD UpPp!!!!!!!!!!

3 MorE DaYs To Go!!!~

1 More Week To GOoOOo~

2 More WeekS!!!

HaIz HoPiNg FoR A BeTtEr DaE